Mamas picture, Adam. Joe whispered. The only conversation heard within the buggy was small-talk, for Little Joe seemed preoccupied with his surroundings as though it were the very first time he had been to the Ponderosa, but instead of feeling hurt, angry or scared, he was remembering and appreciating its beauty, its memoriesHis family. Come on, buddy. Gees. He couldnt even remember seeing Adam cry before. Ad-am? With his eyes barely open Little Joe slowly scanned each one carefully, making sure he wasnt dreaming. Then when I called Marie those awful names. With every nightmare was continuing pain. Ahhhh! Joe let out a weak cry as the weight of his body pushed the sharp shards further into his back. Help.. Suddenly there was pain excruciating pain. Where are you going?. Almost done, Joe. Doc Martin tried to comfort Joe. Hop Sing had returned home and assisted in caring for Little Joe. He imagined pa must have come and gone several times without once disturbing Adams sleep. Um, sorry Pa. Adam sat down in the chair next to Joes bed, leaned forward, rested his elbows on his knees and rubbed his face, then slowly allowed his weary body to rest against the back of the chair. It was very clear to Doc Martin just how out of it and in shock the man was. He slowly drew up his legs. He knew he hadnt hurt his little brother, hed been as gentle as he could be. I know it as you have always had a fight in you, just like your mother. He spoke softly as a glassy sheen formed over his eyes. Answer me boy! His heart raced and his tears began to choke him. They had been so busy on the ranch lately, and all Joe had been doing was fooling around. No! It was still thereshe was still there, untouched. Pa, I dont know what came over me. I am going to give him some laudanum. He set his medical bag down on the nightstand. Yes, company. Whispering, he perked up walking to the door. How ya feeling?, Wanna race? They all chuckled. This should have been a red flag for him to just to lay still. Ben noticed Adams stoic expression and once again became concerned. Dark Eyes. Love At First Sight. The only thing wrong with himhes young. Adam knew Joe would grow up soon, Adam just wanted it sooner rather than later. He actually came here looking for you, Ben. He and Ben locked eyes as Bens eyes widened. Adam squeezed his eyes shut and wiped his face with both hands. Adam looked skeptical as he gazed at Joe. He was still sore but, had cabin fever. Ben was quick to check by placing the palm of his hand on his youngest sons forehead. Marie had been unaware of his existence, as he would sit in the far corner drinking alone while listening to Marie De Marigny tell her stories. Pa, there was so much blood, he began. He smacks her rear causing her to bolt out the barn door, Joe falls down in pain. Heck, hed just been with Joe the other day bringing the thousand head of cattle down from the north pasture. Usually I post for Sheith but here we are. Adam was about to get up when the doc held up his hand. When a snow cave collapses, trapping his brother and his friends, Sparky knows what to do. Is he gone? His breathing slowed a bit, however, he was still trembling. Nooo! His thrashing and yelling alerted the family who were soon at his side. Little Joe - factor: Bonanza Boards. Pro-mise..prom His upper body slumped against Adam chest causing a natural cradling reflex. Did you get them ? Ben anxiously asked . Not wanting to leave Joes side Ben responded, Have him come up!, It wasnt long before Adam stood in Joes doorway, frozen. The guy was huge, bigger than Hoss and as rugged looking as they come. He does still have one, but it isnt nearly as high. Heeding his warning, Ben turned to Adam and Hoss. Jimmy, I will need you to stay here with Charlie and the doc. With somber eyes he turned toward Hank who was still standing behind the settee. If this little wiggle worm would only stay still I wouldnt have to keep re-stitching him. A slight smile formed across his face which lightened the tension in the room. Pa?Hey, Pa! Within no time the curtains shut on his weary eyes. Looks good. With Hosss help he re-bandaged the wound. Hed been playing checkers with his Pa on the front porch, when Maries horse had reared up, throwing her to the hard ground, rendering her unconscious. Adam I have all the help I need. This story is part 3 of the "Child of the Heart" series. I cant talk to Pa cause wellhes pa. They both made eye contact and chuckled. Whoever it was, was on foot so Little Joe knew he could easily overtake him. Maybe it has to do with me being the oldest. Youre in good hands. He also saw just how bad Joe was, but please be patient with him, as I saw just how traumatic it was for him to see what happened to Joe. He continued. The sheriff needs your help, now.. Hoss wasnt that old and Ben was struggling himself, so Adam took it upon himself to care for his little brother. What happened? Adam looked directly at Joe. And just how, with these two giants in his home? PT means the story is post-timeline. Th-ey. This just cant be real Joe, Joe. It wasnt until he forced some information out of Little Joe that he went into a fit of rage. Sheriff Coffee slowly stood up and began pacing the room. Why doesnt he trust me? Pa, do you mind if speak to Adamalone? Joe looked at his father. The doc went straight to work as he noticed Joes face was shockingly pale. S-he died when I was five years old. With flared nostrils he answered, fighting back tears at the memory. That means youve got part of the responsibility of running this ranch, same as Pa and Hoss and me.. His breathing got worse, as did the pain. What is wrong with me? He was getting angryangry at himself. I-I tried to help him, but he was so weak and calling out for me to save his mother. A Decrease font size. ! he struggled to yell. . Come to think of it, Adams attitude toward him had changed quite a bit in the past month, and this confused Joe. He was finding understanding and forgiveness, the forgiveness he needed for himself, for the only way for him to eventually help Joe was to help himself first. Bonanza Legacy - The Reading Room. Adam? He became a bit concerned about his older son. Poor Joe gets beat up a lot. Your gonna be alright. A few tears leaked out as he continued, while looking Adam in the eye. Hank I need you to go and get some water boiling. Oh, Marie, I am so sorry. Yes, he would have made her proud. Jimmy get Doc. With both hands, the brute of a man nearly lifted him clearly off the ground, where his sandwich now lay. Adam, I dont know who else to talk to about this. He cringed as every move he made was painful. He never ment to treat Little Joe that way. Hours had passed and every minute still counted. Good. His nostrils flared while trying to fight back the tears. the blood that had surrounded her head while she lie on the ground, so still. It was an accident. He gently hugged Joe a little closer to him as he began to slightly rock. Doc Martin is here to check on you. Im here, Joe., Adam, why? The seventeen-year-old kid was now searching, asking for answers from his older brother. Adam said he will drive. He glanced over at Joe, waiting for an response. Except for Hoss, here, but these two are bigger than him. He quickly ran his fingers threw his short gray hair. Though She Be But Little (by mcfair_58) - Bonanza Brand - Fanfiction Library. Ben coughed out, as a smile finally ran across each of their faces simultaneously. Im so sorry I wasnt there for you when you needed me. That promise has been costing me our relationship. Come on son.. Adam spoke softly. on The Nightmare from New Orleans (by Yankee818), The Nightmare from New Orleans (by Yankee818). Open it.. The strangers so-called boy looked more like an ape sitting atop what seemed to be a draft horse. Panic suddenly filled Charlies veins looking toward the open door at the Cartwright house. Were here Joe. With somber eyes Adam glanced over at his little brother. You were in shock, scared and angry angry at the men who did this to your brother. Adam hung his head and was not able to meet Bens gaze. With half a sandwich in one hand, Joe casually opened the door with the other. I love how you show Adam as the very loving and caring big brother, great story!!!! Please pa, we all know that Little Joe needs you the most right now. The slight nod and smile was all reassurance Ben needed from his middle son. Uh, sorry Adam.. You okay?. I got it Pa. Adam didnt even raise his head nor did he make eye contact. He knew it was true, but, Little Joe would never knowingly treat Hoss that way. Joes in good hands., Sure! Adam wiped his face on his forearm sleeve and began to exit through the door, but not before one last word. One fully painted with blood, while the other only the tips. Shhh, Joe its okay, buddy. Adam gently placed his hands on Joe to try to calm him. So, No! 14 year old Joe Cartwright was just trying to do something nice for a friend. Hoss, hot on his heels slammed right into him. Wrapped up in his memories, Davids focus was on Dax. M-Ma Dax pointed to the picture. What is this idiot talking about? In between gasps Joe blurted out, Shes dead. Oww! His hands were red and wet. Not to say Ben or Hoss didnt care, they did. Everythings gonna be okay. Adam frowned and was confused as to what Joe was talking about. Help! Joe began to slowly stir as he cried out in pain, waking Ben. Joe its Charlie. What an ordeal for Joe to suffer through. Was Adam really mad at him, or was there just more going on with Adam that he wasnt talking about? The only thing I can think of that prevented Dubois from making sure he was dead, is this. The sheriff reached in his vest pocket and carefully pulled out the precious item. Her Pa, John, the younger brother of Ben Cartwright, was . A slight grim formed. His large statue leaned forward as his hands were clasped together. Pa. The realization of what happened to his little brother hit him smack in the face. Age verification is mandatory to read all stories marked as . Remember, Dax? As David now peered into the twenty-five-year olds childish eyes, he smiled. Boys, this is good news. He looked at his two sons and smiled. Adam, Im sorry. That's what big brothers do for little ones." "Thanks Pa," Little Joe grinned, "I told ya I still like that little guy even if he tried to beat the stuffing . His shoulder is going to take awhile to heal. He took in a deep breath. God please help my boy through this. He closed his eyes as he began to pray. They had even smiled and laughed, so why then did he feel so rejected? Roy Coffee finds Joe Cartwright, newly kidnapped and held hostage, on the side of the road miles away from the Ponderosa. Adam made a tight fist, while squeezing his eyes shut. Cleaning up had been the last thing on Adams mind, and both Charlie and Hank were too focused on looking after both Joe and Adam to bother with the mess left behind. Please hurry. Im cold, Adam so cold. There wasnt a place on his body that didnt hurt. Not you and that scrawny body of yours. He is only seventeen, Pa.. Thats it buddy. He knelt down by the side of the bed. It was neither the time nor the place for Adam to be drifting off worrying about this. Yes, Im here, little brother Adam took a damp towel and gently wiped some of the blood from his brothers damaged face. They wouldnt, would they? Little Joe didnt even have to ask. The rocker Ben had made with his own two hands when hed found out Marie was pregnant. 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